Monday, 6 May 2013

Nobody is there to call me "Rammi" now .... Please come back" Ajja"

                       
                        A 3 year old baby girl suddenly became unconscious...,  all the people around were  panic...  baby's father told.. just try to forget . I think no chance...
                      Suddenly that old man stood up!  took the baby in his arms, and ran.. and then kept the baby in front of..... the Jain temple    ..., prayed wholeheartedly.............
                        after 5 Minuit , baby opened the eyes looked around.., just smiled and then uttered a word " Ajjja"..... All the eyes were filled with tear and astonishment.... Ajja so relaxed  had a deep breath and gave a tight hug to the baby......
                             My Amma always tell this story....,whenever we talk about Ajja and the baby is "ME"
                             Ha! We all loved Ajja... We always used to be behind him.. Did all notorious things... Ajja tolerated ... Ajja used to get many eatable things for us.. We used to jump, scream , roll over the ground , threw things....., Whatever the blunders..., he accepted calmly . He even used to beat us sometimes.. But next moment when we hear , Rammi.., Rasaan.., Babi..., we forget all the things and ran towards him.....
                             He was not our blood relation. He was neither known for long time nor he was from our cast , he was just a watchman. He loved us wholeheartedly.. He had  real affection... that's the reason God listened to his prayer... oops! hell lots of things are there to tell about him....
                             Till today I miss him, There are many things which reminds me about him. He is with God now because He is a real hero in God's eyes this I believe...
                            Whenever I miss him , I just go out , bend my head back and look at the sky..  Ya! straight towards my eyes , there i can see a bright big shining star and that's my Ajja"   I scream  don't smile come back! I am waiting,,. I have so much to talk with you.....

Thursday, 2 May 2013

you are bright as sun ... cool as moon..... and you are a shining star... amma....

you are bright as sun ...
             cool as  moon.....

and you are a shining star... amma....     


       yes! its been long time since i have updated my blog .... its all my laziness....
but don't know why   today i felt like updating....
                  Meera , one of my regular patient yesterday explaining to me about a book called "amma helida entu sullugalu "written in kannada by Manikanth... and listening to her I just was thinking about my mom....
                 Amma always had an inferior complex in her mind that she is an uneducated woman, and she always hesitates to talk with educated people.....   but...... today she is proud mother of highly educated four daughters.....
               I am proud of my mother. If today i am in this position , its because of my mother...
               The lady who was selling flowers ,milk made her daughters educated...    made them to stand independently in the society.... n and after all motivated to face the society ....
                Every mother sacrifices  , Amma sacrificed everything for the sake of her daughters she managed everything, saved pie to pie and brought her her children up...
                   Being a numerologist, i heard once,telling to one of her client,  that number 1 is for sun and the people who born on this date shines like sun...
                    it was may 1 yesterday    Amma's birthday  yes Amma you are right  !  you born on 1st....you are like a sun !  you are stronger to bear any pain ...  you are sharp like sun rays....    you heal the minds of all like  morning sun...    you bring ray of hope..... and so on....
                      and last but surely not the least we love a lot your scoldings...... it brings smile on our face......